19 September 2009

when all else fails

fakeit. having one of those blue days. just in a funk and cant quite figure out why. maybe im lonely in this new city. maybe i wish i was somewhere else. maybe i need to go somewhere else. maybe i need to stop comparing myself to others. maybe i know thats true. maybe its easier said. maybe i should get off of twitter until i have a reason to be on twitter. maybe i need an agent. maybe i need headshots. maybe i should stop talking about it. maybe this blog needs to disappear into thin air. maybe i should remove myself from this world and rejoin the real world. maybe i am dwelling on the past again. maybe i want it all back. maybe i dont want any of it. maybe i get too down on my own self. maybe i should appreciate my life more. maybe i am blessed. maybe i know thats true too. maybe i should find a volunteer position. maybe i should see it. maybe i am too damn pessimistic. maybe i only pretend to be an extrovert. maybe sanguid doesnt describe me at all. maybe i should take a walk. maybe i should run. maybe i should go to the library. maybe i need to pull out my old barbie diary. maybe i need to pick up the good ole b.i.b.l.e. maybe. maybe i need a hug.

:maybe is one of those words that looks really funny after seeing/saying it repeatedly

2 comments:

  1. Yeah, don't compare yourself to others, that's one of the most pointless and self-destructive things you could ever do.

    Because, they're better than you in a million different ways.

    But also, you're better than them in a million different ways. But you can't see this, because you're you. We never really see how great we are. So we only get the down side of comparing ourselves.

    Concentrate on your goals, and anything that makes you different from the rest. Stay positive :)

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  2. Hey there! You commented on my blog a while back. I'm not in school in Tally... That's the school I attend, but the grad school is at a separate campus in Sarasota.

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