what he shoulda got me

...if there was a he. er. dont usually like all the vday themed sneaks that pop up around the "holiday". but between the silhouette of the greek goddess nike & the poem. saw these and swooned :now.

big nike high womens vday edition '010

to lov is to breathe/with each inhale, i pause to experience/a state of pure bliss/with each exhale, i smile knowing that/my foundation is sound/with each step, i walk as if im on air/flying through time as a winged/angel i spread my wings/to experience freedom the freedom/to experience what is a divine/state of mind/the inexplicable nature of lov

via.nitrolicious

right now this very moment

:im doing this to myself.

postsecret/blogsecret

but still. ok so im late. but have you seen these sites dedicated to people sharing their most intimate secrets. its quite therapeutic in my current state. an easy distraction. but when i pause.

http://blogsecret.tumblr.com
http://postsecret.blogspot.com

:there goes that lump again...
picsource.doworkdesign via parisrecycled

last twenty-four

and so it begins
and while i
hoped the pain to be
minimal
it feels so much worse
and while i
thought id know
what
to do
make it better
i dont
i cant
and
sorry
doesnt quite cut
it
-dmg

thoughts

"Οὐκ οἶδ᾽ ὄττι θέω, δύο μοι τὰ νοήματα."

[I know not what to do, to me there are two minds.]- Sappho

i dont want you to leave

“But who can say what’s best? That’s why you need to grab whatever chance you have of happiness where you find it, and not worry about other people too much. My experience tells me that we get no more than two or three such chances in a life time, and if we let them go, we regret it for the rest of our lives."- Norwegian Wood by Haruki Murakami

“ Don’t ever tell anybody anything. If you do, you start missing everybody. -The Catcher in the Rye by J.D. Salinger

“i wanted a perfect ending. now i’ve learned, the hard way, that some poems don’t rhyme, and some stories don’t have a clear beginning, middle, and end. life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what’s going to happen next, delicious ambiguity. -Gilda Radner

help me, my arms are open wide
i could be unraveling wherever i’m traveling, even to foreign shores
but i will always be emotionally yours
-bob dylan

Oh shut up. Every time it rains, it stops raining. Every time you hurt, you heal. After darkness, there is always light and you get reminded of this every morning but still you choose to believe that the night will last forever. Nothing lasts forever. Not the good or the bad. So you might as well smile while you're here. -pleasefindthis

capital L.ove

le♥

all together now-awwww

a lifetime's talk

keep gate closed

And you taught me what this feels like.

And then how it feels to lose it.
And you showed me who I wanted.
And then who I wasn't.
And you ticked every box.
And then drew a line.
And you weren't mine to begin with.
And then not to end with.
And you looked like everything I wanted.
And then became something I hated.
And you get thought of every day.
And then not in a good way.
And you let me leave.
And then wish I'd stayed.
And you almost killed me.
But I didn't die.

-pleasefindthis

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